We had a concert yesterday.. Like a... "Graduation concert" or whatever, and tomorrow is our prom..
I'm a bit upset.. was teary most of the day..
After the graduation concert we had an after party in a club, arranged by our school. Most of everyone got drunk (It wasn't pretty in the toilet area, I'd say.. ew)
I ordered water..
As much as alcohol can be fun (I dunno, don't drink- cuz I dont want to), I decided that today I'm gonna be ok, with no hangover of whatever..
Anyhow..
I'm a bit upset.. We're finishing high school and it's quite insane.. Unlike many countries, me and my friends don't go together to the university.. Most of my friends are going to the army quite soon (yes, both boys and girls), and the only reason I'm not going to it is the fact I had cancer not long ago (and, oh please don't get me started on that one).
Next year therefore, I'm going to the university.. And it's a bit scary- I'm gonna be totally alone there, with people who are older than me in.. like 5-6 maybe even 7 years..
I can't not think that I'm just a little girl who'll be surrounded by strangers, far more mature and far less stupid than her..
And.. ofc I'm worried bout my friends.. the situation here is beyond sucking.. And it's almost 50-50 for each soldier here to say alive..
Anyhow.. It's a bad day...
My friend has a birthday this sundy and I thought about giving everyone a song I wrote for them, I'll soon upload it and need your point of view.. whether it's good or not.. It's very important, because I might not have another opportunity to tell it all to them..

Have a great day,
Malkavian